"Now you live to dance another day
but now you have to dance for the two of us
so stop looking so damn depressed
sing with all your heart the queen is dead yeah"


tbh i'm sad because i am dancing alone

i think i know what we all need

katie with a plan , watch out worldd ;D

i'm back to my game ,

let's play a love , play a love game

unsexy things about sex group is jokes my favourite is ;
10. The lovely squelching noise that can be heard sometimes during... very off putting.

i want an irish man or one that can do a good accent ;)

the most honest post yet

paint that stupid smile back on your face , cause baby your fooling everyone even yourself. looking in the mirror telling yourself your fine , yet at the same time picking every insecurity, because i will never be beautiful to anyone and definitely not myself . i am born to fail everyone and most of all myself , i miss who i used to be , not i'm a miserable cunt , saying that is a big thing for me i focus on the positive but recently there is none at all , may as well be dead most of the time because i feel it at this moment in time . i really need my iz fiz , just for a cuddle i'm not a cuddley person. but i change . i used to be someone who would smile at everyone n the street you messed me with me i would kick you straight in the face without even thinking twice , i was so angry all the time . until i met someone and i was always so happy . smiling from ear to ear a stupid grin that needed no painting one, but he left me , broken me and ever since him there has been noone i have felt the the same about . so i force myself to like boys because i'm lonely , yet i will never feel the same . i cover myself in clothes mainly all black now adays, curly big black hair with red lips pale face and black eyes. paint it on love .

I may look happy, but honestly dear,
the only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.

let down once again

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
I'm already torn.

enough said.

i feel empty



this is hard to be honest now.

so much love for reece at this moment in time ,
little scene wyno ;)

bitch got saved ;o

someone who knows me and likes me for who i am , likes to spend days just laying in bed looking grim taking funny pictures fo eachtoehr and playing xbox , someone who sleeps in my jumpers because its cute , someone who enjoys a beer , mature but can have a laugh , someone i can trust , curves , someone who enlightens me , junk food , likes cooking with me , lieks traveling , wears frenchies alot , isnt scene , loves nights in and out , likes ben and jerrys , can make a half decent cup of tea , and obviously i hvw too find them attractive :)

^ what boys want ? ^

Why does everyone put me down ?
fed up of it
i'm always the mad one who does stupid things
obviously doesn't have any brain cells and will never amount to anything
am thinking about maybe i will never amount to anything ,
everyone seems to think i wont so maybe i wont ,
failure ? aspire to be a failure , work in asda doing fuck all in my life.
with no money , no life ?
Katie failure ?

last night i sat with cat and just played with him
because i know i don't have long left with him now .
he looks like that but with a smudge on his nose
i've had him since i was 18 months old and his getting old now
everyone and everything close to me seems to die on me.

cbbaaa ;)

soo null ;)
yes maybe i would depends who it was to be honest
and what was happpening with usss ;) and shiz niz c;

i hate boys ;
once again .
whats the point :'(

BUY ME BUY ME BUY ME!

I WANT THEESE THINGS ; SOMEONE BUY ME THEM!

1, I WANT TO LOOK LIKE JESSICA WEEKLEY D; SO BAD NOT EVEN FAIR i would like her boobs on me please , thanks

2. WANNA PARTY TIGHTS; i want to party , i want thoose tights now .

normally i love being right but not this time

i thought you were differnt from the rest
though you were honest , lovely .
and maybe spoke to me because you actually liked me for me .
but no clearly , again i'm right.

that group on facebook about not all guys are all the twats .
well sorry but i am yet to find one that isn't.

whats the actual point every guy is after one thing , i just don't want to give it out.
as stupid as it seems i've changed , and i'm fed up with the world .

all my glands are swollen
so i feel stupidly ill but i look the best i have in ages because my boobs are swollen to like double there size and i have really pale skin and i'm not tired
yet i feel shit as and am not allowed out D;

ii have glandular fever :'(
so off school all week + maybe more but on the plus side

t on the plus side i text louzz saying no school for a week plus but lucky you , i can't kiss you now

he text back saying well no school thats great and i'm gonna kiss you no matter what i can survive anything baby xxx

i text back saying louzzz i'm not letting you kiss me babe x

he replied yes but i don't care about anything i can survive almost anything i just want to kiss and cuddle you better x

my weekend part :1

friday ; pendulum great night ;D
loved it with my girls made up with erin so thats rad , loren me and iz went out for once together and had fun ;D met loads of randomers , had jokes generally . kicked some guy in the face ;D kissed ben hmmm he havn't spoke about it . maybe that should be a topic of convo ;/
anyways was badmanzz ;)


OUUUTT SUCKEERRRS