Wednesday, 27 January 2010

ooo , i'm so excitedd about leaving school now , didn't think i would be but i really am ;D;D
ofc i will miss certain people but i can't wait .

met my soon to be teachers tonight and i actual love them all especially my music tech and my politic teacher ;D such jokers. proper happy about it
only teacher i will miss is mr wright.
i just want to leave now and get started at sixth form .
decided i'm taking ;
music tech , chemistry , politics and maths or further maths hasn't decided yet ;D;D;D so exciteddd
Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow
If you love meWon't you let me know?

HAHAHAAAAAA HACK!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOUU KATIEEE. I LET YOU KNOW!
ANDREW LIKES TO LICK POTATOESSSS, AND HAS INDEGESTION PROBLEMS.
LOOOL, YOU MISSED TWIN FIGHTING. AND NOW TILLEYYY IS BEING CREEPY.



THANKS BABE.

i want to move ; but only a few months now

Tuesday, 26 January 2010

i hate where i live , i wish i lived in london

Monday, 25 January 2010

LANNNNDEEEENNNNNNNNN!

Jamie T is a genius .
jamie t Pictures, Images and Photos he just explains our generation ♥ and i realised i don't have a type i just like a man with values and feelings , and tells it how it is and i will be happy with that from now on.













i fancy a caramel macchiato , one shot of coffee , and a double shot of soya milk ♥

why izz it that you can't realise

why is it that izzie can't realise that she isn't what she thinks she is .
she is a bubble , not as in she is full of air ha.
she always is floating being happy until she bursts.
she doesn't have to be
for me she is a flower, an iz fiz flower
she is gorgeous and everyone will turn there heads to look at her
she is a beautiful girl and she doesn't realise that D;
she could be happy, but ofc our hearts make us unhappy .
she needs someone to make her happy and all the guys that has pulled her around from her roots
but not actually picked her yet aren't worth the time of day .
she gets prettier by the day and i am jelous of her , i really am .
so why can't you realise that she is more than she is .

No boy see's the side i see of her sometimes , she laughs , she loves , she parties, she is always there to cheer me up and give me advice and generally piss around with me and i love that , so cheer up bubba because i'm always here



oh p.s penis c;

Sunday, 24 January 2010

I love sex. It's free and doesn't require special shoes.

was going to rant about something but i have completly forgotten, hmmm
...

i kind am fed up of being nice to two faced people and being nice to everyone. i hate it ;|

Thursday, 21 January 2010

Her bone structure screams "Touch her! Touch her!" And she's got the curse of curve

thinking about chopping all of my hair off , i mean it's extentions half of my hair at the moment i hate the length as well , if it was long would be sexy as . but it's not , it's like middy short so fuck it.

random like pocket lint floating in my mind.
i am really curvy should i love it ?
hair colour , red , white, yellow , blonde ?

Wednesday, 20 January 2010

got hacked

some retarded hacked me , claiming to know me and who i like errrr alrigth then love...

she said her name was iz fiz ? do i know an iz fiz ? ;)

HACKED my iz fiz (;

hello darling. how are you darling? oh charles! nice to meet you darling. yes, yeas, yeaaasss.

i'm making a stand. i'm using people's real names ;o

katie and zac, sitting in a tree, k-i-s-s-i-n-g.
first comes love, then comes marriage, then comes a baby in a baby carriage.

or maybe just the first line is relavent here (;

who's coming to katie's birthday party? it's in some random woods next to a lake, quite probably in hertford. although it's in april, skinny dipping is compulsory - and please bring supplies, e.g, tents, sleeping bags, condoms, food, illigal subtances, etc..

katie, i love how i'm like your pr.
vote for katie on big brother!

I LOVE LOUZZZZ

and his willy

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

i miss them , first time i admit it . i miss them

smoking is bad for my health but then again so are you c;


Firstly, Lulu i do love you ;)

but back to the title , if a guy sends you naked photo's it should mean alot i think it does , because guys don't do that ever ?

well marky bear does haha he has nothing to do with this but i asked him and he said he does and it doesn't mean anything i was like ha.

anyways got sent naked photo's , i liked what i saww mhhmmm ;)

Sunday, 17 January 2010

lets play a love game , a love game

has been soo long D; over a week. not much to say just that i read too much into things and always get my hopes up like ;

Saw; HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY xxx
Louzz;Thanks babe love you =) im so pissed xxx
Saw;obviously your pissed it's your birthday baby ha love you tooxxx
Louzz;haha yeh lol thanks babe your amazing =) xxx

random other texts ;

Tuesday 1:04pm ; i know would be fucking amazing:) all day naked cuddling and kissing watching films chilling not a worry in the world :) xxx

Friday 1:00pm;i know would be so good to be snuggled up with you right now just leave school and come to mine , noone will notice baby xxx
Friday 1:15pm; shit:( i just wanna be snuggling you though :( xxx


WHERE THE FUCK DO I STAND D;
i wish i knew feel free to comment what you think ;(

Thursday, 7 January 2010

it's you , it's always been you c;

it is , it really is c;
i realised you are the one who's there to catch me when i fall always been ther for me holding my hand at the moment cheering me up , making me feel how i feel at this moment in time . shaping me for tomorrow and this year . and i hate to admit it , but i may , i think i may , just have fallen for you ever that time. and it's you and always has been you ♥
not silly enough to writethre proper name haha ;)

so yeah Louzz♥


RIP witch ;D your powers are nothing on me anymore

Wednesday, 6 January 2010

FFFFFFFFFS
that stands for for fuck fucking fuck fucking fuck fucking fuck fucking sake!
hate this feeling should die and go away ,
grrr hate this die , die , die.

the witch
Get your life on track ;) i am babbbyyy

on my myspace it says things i want to do with my life , a few are just general stupid things by the end of the year ..
Life Goals:
- For the First time ever get a guy that loves me for me and makes me happy ♥
- Strech ear bigger e.g size 20
- Go to more gigs
- Grow hair and dye hair
- Get Tattoo's on ribs, back and chest
- Learn to be a photographer and hair dresser
- Become a sound Tech Girl ♥
- Move to Camden &heart;♥

+the first one is starting to go well , not actually going out looking for a boy this year just if one comes along then i'm happy and one guy has been there for a while but i never really noticed it liked him for a while in the back of my mind but it's starting to go well
+ next one isn't a big thing to most people and alot of people hate my ear but i have always wanted it and to be shows who i am even if everyone has it i don't care i streched mine because i loved it and still do :)
+Go to more gigs i have one on the 29th and went to one for new years so yeah at least one every month is my plan .
+ Grow hair .. next best thing extentions and it is dyed so yeah
+ tattoo's i have to wait for like 2 years and then another 2 if i want to cover my scars
+ the next one i have given up on because i want to do other things i may just do it in a couple of years
+ working my way there ;)
+ last one move anywhere but here ?

happy at the moment for oncee ;D

Monday, 4 January 2010

Ax7 couldn't have never been so right.

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

is it too late or is this the time to seize the day

So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah
So I never want to leave you and the memories OF us to see
I beg don't leave me

i should of told you when i last saw you ;|

Friday, 1 January 2010

"/p0978776hpby7hy56ghjsjau//#

found this about my ex boyfriend that i wrote ;|


Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together
harry Robert knott ♥ harry is my dream boyfriend everything I could wish for and so much more . sometimes he can he a complete arse but that's why I love him . he makes me laugh so much and over the last 5 months I have smiled so much I didn't even no I could smile that much . with smiles also come tears and both of us have had lots of them recently because we have been through so much shit but we are always there for each other. He has changed my life as cliché as it sounds and has changed my opinion of the world . everytime i am with him my day changes . when I think about it the sun seems to be a brighter and the world seems to be a bit happier; I honestly wouldn't change him for the world even if our children are going to be 3ft gnomes with ginger jew curls hehe. We have so many memories together that I will cherish till I die like: when we first mett at club 85 , our countless msn convos , us discussing skittles and how me eat them , DnB night when we got together and I was pushed up against you and I was like sorry when I wasn't sorry in the slightest I was actually so happy that I was next to you , the time we went to the cinema arcade and I pulled your trousers down and put strawberries in the bottom of your slush puppy , when we listened to aerosmith on the train back , the countless times down kg , my shit jokes , us boying dan off so much just I love that jew ;D, watching you skate, stevo shopping, watching films , play fighting ,ROTW weekend ? basically every second i'm with you is a great memory :). from the every first day i mett you outside at club85 where i looked a right state and i was meeting dan and you were there and all i remeber was thinking he is hot but i have no chance with my afro :) i'm glad i was wrong . i couldn't iminagine myself with any other guy because it wouldn't be right because i have relised that i honestly do love you and i havn't felt this way about anyone before, you are the most important thing to me and i love every second we are together it feels like magic and still after 5 months are get butterflies when i see you and when we hug or kiss i get a warm feelign in my belly .i love how you sing to me down the phone when i'm sad , and try and cheer me up and i love it how you ring me all day when i'm ill . i love it how we are both like little kids and still play fight. tbh you make me speechless which is a lot for me . all i can say is ; harry robert knott your my everything , my world , my life and i love you no matter what &heart;


well what a load of bullshit . joke . i did love him and it makes you think about how people change, made me who i am today with boys ...

guess this is why i'm fucked up with the males :/

new year new start ? WRONG

started off shit as you can tell from my post last night .
ended up amazing aha
basically rah rah rang me and asked me to go club 85 and i did started off shitty but everyone started to get drunk . ended up in the toilet with random girls talking about random stuff and they were all lovely we all went mad at midnight and danced for like 2 hours after that met rad people ass bare haps with that :')

and i am going to be like this moreee :')