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found this about my ex boyfriend that i wrote ;|


Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together
harry Robert knott ♥ harry is my dream boyfriend everything I could wish for and so much more . sometimes he can he a complete arse but that's why I love him . he makes me laugh so much and over the last 5 months I have smiled so much I didn't even no I could smile that much . with smiles also come tears and both of us have had lots of them recently because we have been through so much shit but we are always there for each other. He has changed my life as cliché as it sounds and has changed my opinion of the world . everytime i am with him my day changes . when I think about it the sun seems to be a brighter and the world seems to be a bit happier; I honestly wouldn't change him for the world even if our children are going to be 3ft gnomes with ginger jew curls hehe. We have so many memories together that I will cherish till I die like: when we first mett at club 85 , our countless msn convos , us discussing skittles and how me eat them , DnB night when we got together and I was pushed up against you and I was like sorry when I wasn't sorry in the slightest I was actually so happy that I was next to you , the time we went to the cinema arcade and I pulled your trousers down and put strawberries in the bottom of your slush puppy , when we listened to aerosmith on the train back , the countless times down kg , my shit jokes , us boying dan off so much just I love that jew ;D, watching you skate, stevo shopping, watching films , play fighting ,ROTW weekend ? basically every second i'm with you is a great memory :). from the every first day i mett you outside at club85 where i looked a right state and i was meeting dan and you were there and all i remeber was thinking he is hot but i have no chance with my afro :) i'm glad i was wrong . i couldn't iminagine myself with any other guy because it wouldn't be right because i have relised that i honestly do love you and i havn't felt this way about anyone before, you are the most important thing to me and i love every second we are together it feels like magic and still after 5 months are get butterflies when i see you and when we hug or kiss i get a warm feelign in my belly .i love how you sing to me down the phone when i'm sad , and try and cheer me up and i love it how you ring me all day when i'm ill . i love it how we are both like little kids and still play fight. tbh you make me speechless which is a lot for me . all i can say is ; harry robert knott your my everything , my world , my life and i love you no matter what &heart;


well what a load of bullshit . joke . i did love him and it makes you think about how people change, made me who i am today with boys ...

guess this is why i'm fucked up with the males :/